Feel pretty shitty. But I need this time. I've been feeling fairly shitty the last few days, feel I have to cover it up though. Nobody cares about how crappy I feel, and even if I say so, what can they do? Sigh.
I'm alone, at Jen's mums house. Jen's out doing a Murder Mystery, and her mum's gone out with her "not boyfriend" for a drink. It's okay, I gave her mum leave to do so. I'm quite liking having this space to myself, I've not had much time to me. Unfortunately now that I'm alone, I'm letting myself feel. I'm sat here listening to depressing songs and on the verge of crying. They'll be back soon though...
I really want to cut...
Relief exists, I find it when I am cut...
I have to resist. Jennie will make my life hell if I do...
Sigh.
x
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