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Friday, 8 July 2011

Big update

Quite alot has happened since my last post. I haven't posted in a while so ho hum! where to start?

Things are going well with Tink, but it's getting harder with the distance. On the ... technically positive side, she has a job. Yes money, yes good, yes a step in the right direction, but that means I see her less and I'm stuck at home more. I feel scared to go out because I mean, apart from anything, Tink gets real jealous over me talking to pretty much anyone, which makes me feel guilty which makes it hard for me to talk to anyone. I know I shouldn't feel guilty but hey. I know it's her way of showing she cares and she knows I'd never go off with anyone else, and I shouldn't let her come between me and people I've known for ages but oh well... I do love her more and more every day and I can't see any reason we'd break up, not that I ever want to. I'll shut up with my sappiness!

Went to the gender clinic in london. It was a mission and a half to get there, and ended up late. 14 hour round trip. Not entirely sure whta to say, other than it's lovely to have someone take me seriously and I'm finally getting somewhere.

I also realised I have 11 followers on this blog, a bit of a shock actually. I'll shut up because I'm feeling vulnerable today and this isn't helping...