Messages to people who might read my blog
1.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Roisin, Kitania. I didn't think you'd care. I thought you'd think it doesn't matter, I don't matter.
And then I remembered that of course you'll care. You always care.
Me and her are together now. You probably found out through facebook but I.. I couldn't tell you. What if you turned around and were like "Why are you telling me? I don't care." And then I'd feel awful for having bothered you.
As for me? If you care. I'm doing better these days. Actually functioning. It was a bit touch and go for a while there. Didn't kill myself in the end. Yay?
I still get jealous, lol.
2. Do you even check blogger anymore, Chelskii? We should chat more. Remember when I tried to dye my hair pink? Times were strange back then. I'd like to get back in touch with you but things are a little tough between us. We have a lot of history to put aside but I'm willing to try.
3. Thanks for the text about accepting who I am, Fish. I guess the name Batman does bother me. But it'll do, I guess. I miss you. I miss talking like we used to. Sorry we don't talk anymore.
4. Multipicity - Wow. It's been so long since we spoke. I wish you'd talk to me on facebook but I know you're not well. I talk to Michael though...
5. Andyy- So much has happened between us. We were fine for a while and then we weren't, and now there's actually no way of contacting you. I miss you. Are you even alive? Did you end up starving yourself to death? You deleted your blog. You either disabled your facebook account or blocked me... I don't have your number. I worry about you. I'd like to know if you're okay.
This will probably be my last post on here... I guess that's life. I mostly use tumblr these days.
